Beloved why are you so disturb thinking about about what you consider as impossible, Have faith that it shall be well with you, because the word of God says in Luke chapter 1 verses 37 that there is nothing impossible in the site of God. I believe that with perseverance and dedication hard working and faithfulness it shall surely come to pass. there are so many stories in the scriptures and there are many examples for you to know that it is not too late for you. Move forward, Set your visions right and look unto Jesus because he will certainly pave a way for you where there seems to be no way.